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Wednesday, June 8, 2011


Last weekend was quite wild I must say. Me, my sister - Nisa and Baby Min checked in Hilton. ~and we are grounded for that. Hahahaha~
Ok enough with the intro, we met a group of guys. Handsome good looking and perhaps i can say 1 of them is the "banker". Everything were on him. But this guy lack of something. Something that we call "LOVE".
AND he reminds me of My Darl, when he said he is coming back Kuching again this week. Just to have dinner and go for movie with me and min. And talk about us of cos.. Im still not comfortable with him actually. The more he insist, thats the moment i miss my darl the most. Why is it so easy for this guy to say he LOVE me? Im in the other hand, feel so numb. I dont even miss him. He called me since yesterday, it was like every half an hour.. For God Sake!! Whats with this guy anyway?!
I wish i can "change" this guy to My Darl.. Just like freaky friday movie. Switch the body. Hehehe.. But hmmmm.. Whats the point actually? So i got to see my darl face with this guy soul in it? Or i choose this guy body with my darl soul in it? Hmmmmmmmmm... My darl is 1 thing, he cant love me anymore. Everybody told me that its time to let it go.
Too much pain now they become a wall in me. Thats explain why i become so defensive and offensive and what ever -sive..
I told this guy that things wont work.. I just said that without trying. Its gonna hurt me.. And wasting his time. Just like what happen to me and my darl. Im happy this way.. I still can call my darl.. Listen to his voice. Living in our bitter sweet memories. Its painful for others to watch, but its the only way make me move on another day. Suffering for somebody we love better than try to be happy with somebody we dont love.

Laydee_n : guys.. Leave me alone.
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